awkward
verb
°(obsolete) In a backwards direction.
adjective
°Lacking dexterity in the use of the hands, or of instruments.
"(archaic) John was awkward at performing the trick. He'll have to practice to improve."
°Not easily managed or effected; embarrassing.
"That was an extremely awkward moment. Everyone was watching."
synonyms: clumsy, ungraceful, unhandy, lubberly more» , maladroit